Patience

Patience is never something I was good at. I know it is a gift of the spirit, but honestly, most of the time I choose not to have it! So, we are coming around the bend to our beta's this week. I'm getting butterflies in my stomach. I have confidence, but I also feel I'm being tempted to be fearful. God has been SO amazing this cycle, and has made this unlike any that I've had, so I have nothing to compare it to. This is a blessing. I don't think I have any symptoms. I'm on so much Progesterone and Estrace, that I don't think I could tell them apart anyway.

My husband is amazing. He has been VERY confident, and has been so positive about this cycle, and making sure I know how he feels about it. He (and I) have seen the crazy awesome things God has done (over the last 3 cycles, even more specifically with this last one) and how he has led us here, that we have absolutely no reason to not believe he will bless us with a pg. We have no reason to doubt him. He has shown himself to us in amazing ways the last month, and we believe it's on purpose.

My amazing husband is actually planning a date night for the night we find out together. Dave, I love you, thank you for being a constant reminder of God's love for me. Thank you for your vocal confidence and your advice to help me stay strong this week (get into His Word). I LOVE YOU, and I am excited to celebrate with you!