Psalm 33:20-22

"We wait in hope for the Lord; he is our help and our shield. In him our hearts rejoice, for we trust in his holy name. May your unfailing love rest upon us, O Lord, even as we put our hope in you."

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Busy, Busy!

Time has been flying by! I received my BIG delivery a couple weeks ago. It's like Christmas in a box...a very expensive box...that could possibly help us become parents. CRAZY! So, being that this is the third time around, all the needles and shots just don't scare me as they use to. It's just something that needs to get done to help me get from point A to point B.

I can't believe I start taking Lupron in a week! It really came fast!!

I find myself getting excited again, like I have hope for this cycle. I read a great devo from Sarah's Laughter the other day talking about our rear view mirror. Our past shouldn't be on our mind so much, that we loose view of what God can do in the future. We have a "rear view" to help us remember how God has blessed us in our past and to where he has brought us from...he did not give it to us to focus on how every cycle in the past has failed or all the treatment. I know in my 2nd ivf cycle, it was hard to be excited cause all I was thinking about was the past. I feel this time I have grown a lot since the last ivf, and I'm ready to move forward with excitement for what our amazing God can do, which is far more than we can ask or imagine!

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