Psalm 33:20-22

"We wait in hope for the Lord; he is our help and our shield. In him our hearts rejoice, for we trust in his holy name. May your unfailing love rest upon us, O Lord, even as we put our hope in you."

Monday, October 25, 2010

Close...

So, I was shocked to hear my fist beta was 29.7!! Then, I hear "unfortunately" and I'm hit. Today's beta was 8. So, it was a chemical. Seriously...I need to go in again on Thursday since it wasn't neg. yet...probably a technicality so we can get our full refund back.

God is good though. I'm taking this neg. the best. I feel God has prepared me ahead of time with hope through adoption. So, I am excited to say that we're going to take some time to pray to see where God is leading us in adoption (infant/older) and start getting some info on it. I'm ready to move on...on to another journey!

Thank you for all your prayers, I appreciate them!

It is well.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

You have such an amazing attitude! Sending prayers your way.

A said...

I am so sorry, but I'm glad that God has given you hope in His plans for your family!

Amber said...

I'm so sorry....You have such a good heart an attitude about it all. I'm not so sure I could be as stong. Lifting you and DH up in prayer.

Anonymous said...

Amber I am sorry but I know god has a plan for you. I pray that the answer shines so bright you have to wear shades.

Mrs. Hammer said...

Oh no, I'm so so very sorry. I completely understand so well what you are going through. I wish it would have been a different outcome for at least one of us :( But God has chosen our children in an alternate way...and I can't wait to meet them.

While mourning our failed cycle I remembered your post and those words have been circling through my mind ever since...It is well. Thank you.