Negative

My beta was under 2, so it is a negative. It's really different mind set...normally you'd NOT want your numbers to drop...but we knew it was necessary to move on. I'm DONE with all blood work!!! My veins are rejoicing!! So, I'm awaiting my RE to schedule a follow up appt and then we can put it all behind us.

Dave and I have been finally able to talk about some different feelings about adoption, and which situation would be better for us. We are not at 100% decision yet, cause we feel we really need to spend some serious time in prayer about the direction God is leading us. But, I can say I was so excited I printed off the application form!!! I'm READY...but still waiting to make sure this is where we are suppose to be. YEAH!!!